Traveling further down the rabbit hole ,
a most unusual experience it is .
Since i have been living outside the box .
I have become a little less controlling , and little more a little more patient
and a lot more open minded .
I enjoy more of life now , for i have little to no distractions .
I am more clear headed and feel better about my day , every day .
I still however hold the title of being a "hard headed young punk" .
If that is what you think , ....i know however your judgements and arguements are not correct .
You are too quick too point out the splinter in my eye while you yourself, might be blinded by the board in yours .
No , ...No I am just like you , i am not your enemy
I am learning to turn off the noise outside myself and listen to the music .
I pay attention more to the colors, shapes , animals and acts of nature .
I know only of this moment , this experience .
The moments passed have taught me much and i understand myself a little more .
I still have much to learn , But i will enjoy learning .
The moments that have passed and are to come cannot be lived anywhere but in my own mind .
I will stay centered and to have balance in my life .
Nothing i want in this world will ever satisfy me, for i will always crave more .
Moderation of the any material substance found in this world , will strengthen the condition of my existence .
So here i am ,
Walking down this road less traveled
as the reality i live in is Parallel to the contrary.
I know that i live more of life this way .
I never really fit in , ever ,
and the more i was forced to change to their standards ,
the more i made it apparently clear to them that i never would follow their rules or even the majority's decisions .
Do not start any wars with me , for you will see I am free , and that i will never be your casualty .
I have no walls to contain me , I have no boundaries to limit me .
I will live my life without the chain and ball, thank you .
I do not want to chase your carrot , for i can see well beyond your trickery .
I know that through my hardships , i can only rise up and rise above .
I do not need a job to employ me , for i can live without the price tag on my forehead and the barcode on my neck.
I will not vote for your candidates , I will ignore the pig .
I will fly free I will not be oppressed, i will not be silenced , i will not be ignored .
I am in a state of grace .
in this moment of most unusual and extraordinary circumstance.
where each experience presents me with much to learn from .